I don't really know what this essay is about but I'm struggling to write about anything because I can't stop thinking about everything.

So these are just some of my thoughts

Staying confident in yourself and what you're doing when you work by yourself is hard. There's no one to help lift you up if you start questioning yourself and the cycle of falling into that mindset is draining.

It's hard to show up every day when nothing's stopping you from not.

It's easy to show up when things are going perfect.

I don't know why I put so much pressure on myself and hold myself to a high standard because it adds a level of stress and anxiety that I don't know how to control.

Does self doubt ever stop or does everyone just do their best to manage it and those who do are the one's who succeed?